FEAR – NF
作词 : Jeff Sojka/NF
作曲 : Jeff Sojka/NF
Hello darkness my old friend
你好啊 黑暗 我的老友
Knocking at my door again
你又来叩响我的门扉
Begging me to come outside
恳求我走向门外
And let you back into my life
让你重回我的生命
Now usually I’d be strong enough
往常我总能足够坚强
To lock the doors and keep em shut
紧锁心门 拒你于外
But not today I’m desperate
但今日我溃不成军
So go ahead and come on in
那就进来吧 请进
So go ahead and come on in
那就进来吧 请进
So go ahead and come on in
那就进来吧 请进
OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding maybe I should take the pills don’t
强迫症愈发严重 双手渗血 或许该服药 却不明白自己究竟怎么了 某些时刻甚至怀疑患上精神分裂
Know what’s going on with me somedays actually think I might be schizo-
可能并非如此 但写下这些文字时 我已开始坠入漩涡 天啊
Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is making me begin to spiral oh God
曾向自己立誓 绝不让恐惧再度入侵 却终究重蹈覆辙
Made a promise to myself I wouldn’t let the fear back in but then I did though
向世界宣告厌倦逃亡 转身却又奔逃 多么可笑
Told the world that I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke
失望吗 是啊我也同样 以为终于迎来突破 看来并未成功
Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough guess not
仍是老套的轮回戏码 你们早已司空见惯
It’s the same song and dance you’ve all seen it before
黑暗伸出他的手 我们便共舞至深渊
Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor
每个抉择都不再由我掌控
Every decision made isn’t mine anymore
如同提线木偶 无从选择
Like a puppet with strings I just don’t have a choice
何为真实 何为虚幻 上帝啊 救救我 救救我
What’s the truth what’s a lie helped me God help help me Lord
面对恐惧 擦干泪痕 祖母离世
Face your fears dry you’re eyes grandma died
这一切有何意义
What’s the point
丢了钥匙 失了希望 丧了意志 灭了欢愉
Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy
失去挚友 无家可归 信仰崩塌 失声无言
Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice
Standing back watching
退后一步 凝视着
My mansion
我的华厦
Burn to ash while I
焚为灰烬 而我手中
Hold the gas can
紧握汽油罐
Asking God if
质问上帝
He started this fire
是否由他点燃这场烈火
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life
让我所有希冀与梦想成真
Just to lay them to rest
只为将它们葬送
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
赐我虚假安宁 只为让我见识真正的和平
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
On the verge on the edge
濒临崩溃 立于边缘
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Petrified scared to death
惊惶失措 恐惧致死
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Praying to God desperate
绝望地向神祈祷
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
What you wanted
你渴望的吗
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Hanging on by a thread
悬于一线 摇摇欲坠
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Empty heart nothing left
内心空洞 一无所有
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Breaking down spiraling
分崩离析 螺旋下坠
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
What you wanted
你渴望的吗
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Standing back watching
退后一步 凝视着
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
My mansion
我的华厦
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Burn to ash while I
焚为灰烬 而我
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
What you wanted
你渴望的吗
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Hold the gas can
紧握汽油罐
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
Asking God if
质问上帝
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
He started this fire
是否由他点燃这场烈火
Is this what you wanted
这真是你想要的吗
What you wanted
你渴望的吗
